Still waiting... waiting....

Ok I'm pretty annoyed at the moment. Yeah haha the perfect time to blog =) Things with MrEccentric are going nowhere. Now he's tied up with some emergency stuff in another part of the world. All our plans fall apart and WE STILL HAVE NOT MET! I'm this close to saying goodbye and he knows it. We have had some serious discussions about the situation, but still both of us would want to see it till the end. Even if it is killing us.

I have mixed feelings as we didn't meet on a sugar site, so basically how to bring up the subject of money? As in I'm pretty much spending all my extra money on phone bills, so now I've started to only email him as that costs me nothing even on my mobile. He says he'll take care of me, but obviously not before we actually are together. So far I have only hinted on my situation and if he starts asking about "why only emails", I'll just say it as it is. Let's see his reaction then.

I haven't searched for sugar for couple of months, thank you MrFckingEccentric, but placed an ad yesterday. A girl has to do what a girl has to do. And once again local men leave me baffled. So I am not a professional, I am a lady looking for a generous boyfriend who would take care of me because I want to spend time with him and make him happy. And they think I deserve less than an escort? WTF? I would dedicate my time just for you and you expect me to be happy with a pittance compared to the professional, who has sex with tens if not hundreds of men every month? Sorry if I get annoyed, but seriously?!?! WTF is the logic of that?